I'm So Mean But I Don't CareYou have been around so long you feel like home
But I have let go of home and ran away.
I am nothing like a perfect person
Shared my lips and sweet words with a few.
I used to think that made me a heartless human monster.
But you used me, because I was a stupid child who craved acceptance.
And I used you, because I craved your attention.
You disgust me, and I no longer disgust myself.
I can honestly say sometimes I despise you.
I no longer feel sorry for you and feel I'm being unfair.
You used my body, and you took advantage of my stupidity and naiveness.
When he held me close I felt something I never felt with you.
I felt love, not falseness.
I want to step on your heart and watch it bleed,
for taking advantage of me.
You had no real feelings for me don't act like you did.
You had only lust.
So don't even act like your heart is broken.
I want to be free
Please just let me go.
BreakHow do you gently break a heart
Of someone you just might love?
A love full of broken promises and immaturity
So long has he held me
My heart is broken because I can't break his
I think of how he makes my blood boil
I want him gone
I think of times he made my heart dance
I never want him to leave
He makes me so angry